Repost>same but not quite

i've seen, people raising hands, wishing for the best of others.
i've seen, people shedding tears, hurting for the people they've never met.
i've seen, the hands reached out, to help the ones in need, without asking anything in return.
i've seen, the tears falling, for the pain of seeking the truth was getting too much.
i've seen, people that are just as sincere, just as humble, just as broken, just as loving, just as honest, just as warm-hearted, just as truthful, just as Christ-like, who are not Christians.

What is it that's different. The difference is nothing and at the same time everything.
Those people, those things i've seen were all real, too real that they crushed my heart, broken the faith into pieces. The cornerstone's there. He never moves. He is the only truth and that's why, it is getting too much to bear........

when nothing is left, to help me go on, God, is quietly there to see me cry, hear me asking questions, proving He is God, and the day will come, when there will be no more tears, no more pain, no more confusion, no more hurt, no more doubt, no more suffering, no more death.

when i couldn't see Him, couldn't feel Him, couldn't understand Him, and couldn't do anything to honor Him, once again, He took me to the cross where He gave His everything, and told me even I myself can't take this away from my heart. It is deeply engraved with the blood.

And that night, nothing was certain, nothing was clear, nothing was solved, nothing was comforting, nothing was existed, except the cross He died for the whole world.

生きるために精一杯、今日一日を生き抜くことで精一杯。

幸せが何かなんて考える暇さえない。そんな人こそ本当に幸せなんだろう。守るもの、守る人、与えられた命を腐るまで使い切ろう、政治批判もしない、裸足でボールを追いかけ、喜びに、出会いに、別れに、涙する熱い心を持ち、一生信念を持ち続ける、愛し続ける、諦めない、そんな人が、本当に美しい人だろう。
地位やお金、体裁や世間の目、批判や賞賛、くそくらえ。最期に残るのはこのハートだけじゃないか。